Every people has problems. yeah, me too. a lot, honestly. and i'm just not mature enough yet to handle it. i'm just a 18-year-old teenage with childish thoughts. and yeah, this year it seems like allll the problems gather together and overwhelm me.
I already do my things with all my effort. I already give my all. But in the end, it still come back to the old pattern. No one appreciate me. No one appreciate my efforts. And finally, i'm the one that being abandoned. again. I'm not hoping for any thanks, or presents, or whatever. I just want to live happily with my friends and my family. But even these little desire of mine can be happened.
Eventhough I already give my all, they just don't see it. I always thought of you guys, thinking what could be good and not good for you guys, try to keep your feelings, try to be a good friend of yours. But still, in the end, those efforts of mine have zero result. Is it me who do wrong again? Is it my fault again?
What should I do now? are we even can come back to those old times, where we laughed and played without any burdens?? Everything's wont be same anymore. And even so, can I go through it and pretend nothing happened? TT____TT
I even can't manage myself well, and I want to help my friends? just when this will end?
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