LOVE

LOVE MEANS

THAT YOU

ACCEPT A PERSON

WITH ALL THEIR

FAILURES,

STUPIDITIES,

UGLY POINTS,

AND NONETHELESS YOU SEE

PERFECTION

IN

IMPERFECTION ITSELF.

COME BACK

Ugh it's been like forever since i opened my blog. Sorry dude. It's even hard to get a proper sleep nowadays. I've got this big-black thing under my eyes for permanent now *sigh*. No wonder everyone is asking me if I'm okay when I sit and wandering. I'm okay guys. Damn this eye ring. ahahahaha

in case you guys don't know, I'm a lab assistant now. Yeah I know, seems legit, but, trust me, this lab-assistant thing is not as cool as you guys predicted. I have to spend five hours in my Monday to assist our freshmen in lab, and that is very very tiring. after that, I have to grade their report. and then, I have to prepare things for their lab. All that plus my own assignments, enough to drive me crazy. Maybe it's okay if my home is near my campus, but the problem is, my lovely home located extremeeeely far from my not-lovely campus. So, by the time I arrived at home, I already tired and just want to go to bed. And yeah, that makes my ass (assignments) abandoned. So I have to stay up late (very late) to do them, night before due date. and yeah, THAT's why I've got this ugly big-black thing under my eyes.

sometimes I got depressed and can't help wondering why I must do all this things. but then yeah, I have no choice. I have to do all this things. I have to do this all to be a good guy (?) girl I mean.

so, wish me luck guys. still have 2 years before I graduate. Oh my.
ah yeah. i'm going to make my blog my diary now. so i'll open and write on it everyday (hope so). wish me luck for that too. LOL.
night guys!! have a nice dream tonight!

PersonalDNA - Your True Self Revealed

You are an Experiencer

Your inquisitive nature, imagination, and hands-on practicalily make you an EXPERIENCER.

Although you have an active imagination, you also concern yourself with the functional elements of things.

You are willing to experiment to find things that work the most efficiently.

Getting stuck in certain habits is boring to you—you'd rather find new experiences.

Accordingly, experiences are more important to you than objects—you'd rather spend your money and energy on events and adventures than on material things.

You like to contemplate a lot of options before making a decision, and you're willing and able to consider a lot of different angles to problems.

You're open to suggestions, and often rely on others to assess the merit of those suggestions.

You have an ability to see the big picture—not just how things are, but how they could be—in a variety of situations.

You're not afraid to let your emotions guide you, and you're generally considerate of others' feelings as well.

You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.

You tend to believe that things happen for a reason, and that not everything is under our control.

If you want to be different:

Have faith that your imagination and practicality will complement each other, and lead to good decisions on your part.

Take the initiative in seeking things out—don't wait for them to come to you.  You are Attentive Because you like spending time with others, understand their feelings, and often know what is best for them, you are ATTENTIVE. Some people are merely concerned about others, but you take action, helping people when you have the opportunity. Although you care about others, you are hesitant to trust them to act in the best way on their own. You don't let your concerns with people go unnoticed: if someone has hurt your feelings, that person will hear about it. People energize and excite you—you are able to have fun and be yourself when you're around others. You also learn a lot about yourself by talking things out with people, even if you don't always share things that are important to you. You have a strong sense of right and wrong, and you're not hesitant to express yourself. Understanding the dynamics of a situation is an important skill that you have, and you often intervene to clarify things for others. If you want to be different: You care about people, but finding the ones you can truly trust will allow you to get closer to them. While you have strong opinions about what is right and wrong in the world, you risk coming across as judgmental—be sure to consider different perspectives when voicing your opinion.  <script src="http://personaldna.com/t/?k=FdakLEJrdqtQPXi-CN-ADADC-46cc&t=Attentive+Experiencer"> </script> <script src="http://personaldna.com/h/?k=FdakLEJrdqtQPXi-CN-ADADC-46cc&t=Attentive+Experiencer"> </script> ahahaaaa my femininity is high!! shock to see that, but that's a prove that i'm a girl...like this result, it's really me... :)) try it at http://www.personaldna.com/tests.php

really2 hardtime...

Every people has problems. yeah, me too. a lot, honestly. and i'm just not mature enough yet to handle it. i'm just a 18-year-old teenage with childish thoughts. and yeah, this year it seems like allll the problems gather together and overwhelm me.
I already do my things with all my effort. I already give my all. But in the end, it still come back to the old pattern. No one appreciate me. No one appreciate my efforts. And finally, i'm the one that being abandoned. again. I'm not hoping for any thanks, or presents, or whatever. I just want to live happily with my friends and my family. But even these little desire of mine can be happened.
Eventhough I already give my all, they just don't see it. I always thought of you guys, thinking what could be good and not good for you guys, try to keep your feelings, try to be a good friend of yours. But still, in the end, those efforts of mine have zero result. Is it me who do wrong again? Is it my fault again?
What should I do now? are we even can come back to those old times, where we laughed and played without any burdens?? Everything's wont be same anymore. And even so, can I go through it and pretend nothing happened? TT____TT
I even can't manage myself well, and I want to help my friends? just when this will end?

Quotes of the Month

It's okay to be in love with your bestfriend. And if they don't have the same feelings; don't give up on the friendship.

-TeensInLove

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